By Ron Hallman

location
Claxton, Georgia 30417
relationship

I found one of the balloons released in honor of Spencer. It reached Georgia by the next day. I found this web site while researching the balloon launch out of curiosity. It sounds like Spencer was a wonderful child and I feel honored to have participated in this remembrance of his life. I have mailed the balloon back to the school.

By Pat Squire

location
Allen
relationship
Dad

Happy Birthday Spence...

By Kim Douglas

location
Allen
relationship
K-teacher at Boon

We are getting ready for the 3rd Annual Spencer Squire All-Star Book Drive September 18th. We will get those books out to children in Allen who may not otherwise have books for Christmas. You can donate books and take them to Boon or you can order books online at www.scholastic.com. The username is douglasdarlings and the password is diamonds. We would love any new or gently used books for this wonderful event!

By Tina Whitfill

location
Plano
relationship
Friend

Anna, Patrick, Ryan & Jack Oliver,

I think of you and your wonderful strength many times throughout the year, and especiall every August. We are so lucky to know you and so proud of you. We will miss seeing you at CDC this year, but hope to see you for play dates and at Aggie football. Ryan and Jack Oliver are so sweet. I know they will always look up to their big brother Spencer and to you as parents for all the strength you have shown them these past 2 years.
Tina

By Charis Andrews Hanberry

location
Suwanee, GA
relationship
Family Friend

Hello to all the Kirksey's and Squire's. I hope your new year is going well and you continue to find peace and grace in your world, and in the little things that make you smile and remember. This website is a wonderful tribute to your son and so many others around the world. What a great source of love!

Charis Andrews Hanberry (Jim & Elizabeth Andrews' daughter)

By Dean Casassa

location
MA
relationship
childhood friend

Dear Patrick and family- I am so sorry for your loss. I had heard a while ago and wanted to blog for the longest time. I'm sorry that I didn't do it sooner. Pat, you haven't changed a bit [other than greying]. Still have that smart a++ smile. I hope all else is well with you and yours. And may God bless you and your family Patrick.
Very sincerely,
your friend,
Dean
ps-still have the #2 pencil lead in my leg from 4th grade [when you stabbed me with your pencil]

By Blanca & Emilio Marcos

location
Geneva, Illinois
relationship
Good friends

Our best memories with the Squire family are still vivid in our minds. Our granddaughter Analise, who you all met in your home, also remembers you all, and Spencer in particular. Our best wishes to you all and God bless you. We still remember and pray for Spencer.

By Wanda Patton

location
Allen, TX
relationship
perinatal doc's wife

Anna, I received your card with it's wonderful message today. Thank you so much. I want to let you know that Dave's organs were donated and I received notification a few days ago that the sight of two women had been restored & that Dave's skin, bone, & connective tissues had been banked. We'd registered to be donors in other states we've lived but never in TX so when I saw the link on Spencer's website I registered immediately. I'm so sorry for your loss but I am happy you had the opportunity to know Dave and am very grateful for the compassion you've shown me. You are doing incredible things to honor your son; he, his siblings, and the rest of the community are very lucky to have you & Patrick in our lives.

By Kim Douglas

location
Allen, Texas
relationship
Boon teacher

Happy birthday precious one!

By Tracy Anderson Hill

location
Millis, MA
relationship
Weymouth North High

Pat and Anna~ Welcome to beautiful baby Jack...I am so happy for you both. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers...All my best, Tracy

By Jennifer (Cook) Cole

location
Palmer, TX
relationship
Anna's Friend

Anna, I've always known you were an incredible woman, but your strength continues to amaze me. I think about you and pray for you all often. You and Patrick have done wonderful things for many people while keeping Spencer's memory alive. Spencer, Ryan and Jack have a strong, beautiful mother to look up to. Congratulations on baby Jack. Another handsome boy to add to your family!

By Kathleen Walsh

location
North Reading MA
relationship
Fan Club!

I have followed this story for over a year after reading about Spencer in the Boston Globe. I am truly in awe of your courage, dignity and strength. There is no doubt in my mind that Spencer made such an impact on so many people because his parents are exceptional people. You are extraordinary!

By June Talvitie Siple

location
Wilmington, NC
relationship
Cousin

Dear Anna and Patrick,

You don't know me, but I am one of your very extended family, June Talvitie-Siple. Patsy and I met through some travels over the years. I don't know most of my extended family in Texas, but that does not mean that I don't wonder and care for each of you.

I am so sorry to just now hear of Spencer's death. I had to put his life in the family line to understand my relation to this wonderful little boy, who lives on through others and his organ donations.

This last year has been difficult for you and I know that through your faith that you are finding comfort, but please also know that I will also be holding you in my heart as well as you heal from this tragedy.

Love,
June Talvitie-Siple (Daisy Johnson Talvitie's daughter, great-nice of Aunt Lonie Bright)

By kim

location
San Marcos, TX
relationship
family friend

"God and the Angel"

God said to the angel, a new angel's here
And the angel rejoiced and grinned ear to ear
So tell me God, who is he? she pressed
Oh curious angel, just one of my best

He was charming, athletic, funny and sweet
His Aggie devotion could not be beat
His eyes did sparkle above his disarming smile
His long list of friends was a country mile

The angel was spellbound has God spoke with pride
She wanted to meet him and show him inside
But she listened on as God told more
Spencer Squire was loved and adored

The tributes and honors come as no surprise
For he more than touched so many lives
He was precious and loving right from the start
He was larger than life, with a Texas-sized heart

Go my angel, welcome him Home today
And remember his family whenever you pray
His time on earth may have ended it's true
But his soul stays alive as he start life anew!

God bless,
Kim Whitbeck

By Amelia Smith

location
Lockhart
relationship
friend

Dear Squire and Kirksey families,

I signed up on the organ donor website today. I am truly amazed at the strength of your families. What a model for us all. Hard to believe it's been a year now since Spencer left us. I think of you all often. Keep working. Your efforts are saving lives with the power of one.

By Deirdre Cunningham

location
Malden, MA
relationship
Aunt

Dear Pat, Anna and Ryan,
We do not go one day without thinking about Spencer. He is always in our thoughts and prayers. We cannot believe that a year has gone by, but we do know that Spencer is looking down on all of us and guiding us through life. All our love, Auntie Deirdre and Uncle Tom

By Lisa

location
Oxford, Mississippi
relationship

Spencer's Poem

Why God, you want to say.
Did you have to take my little
boy away.

He was so young and had so
much left to do, why did you
take Spencer to live with you.

God reply is one that is simple
and sweet, Spencer is now sitting at
Jesus' feet.

So on those days when the clouds
seem so gray, know that Spencer is
in heaven painting rainbows away.

By Laurie Edmundson

location
Allen
relationship
friend

Anna,
I am looking forward to seeing you soon at Boon. Samuel, Meri-Kate and I have had your family in our thoughts and prayers.

By Vannessa Burson

location
College Station, TX
relationship
friend

Patrick, Anna, Ryan and baby Squire,
We think of you so often and are so thankful to have such wonderful friends who are a source of strength and encouragement to all who know them. You are especially in our thoughts today. We just want to thank you again for sharing Spencer with us. This is a beautiful site that touches everyone who visits it and honors Spencer so magnificently. Love to each of you!

By The Squire Family

location
Louisville, Kentucky
relationship

A year has passed---we miss our little guy. Two things, though, we know for sure. The first is that we are truly fortunate, blessed you could say, that Spencer was part of our lives. The other thing we know for sure is that we have one of the most loving families in the entire world.

All our love and all God's blessings,
Uncle Jon, Aunt Linda, Cousins Johnny, Victoria, and Alexandra

By Hayley DeLuca

location
Pearland, Texas
relationship
Family

We think of Spencer, you three (happily soon to be four) and your family often. Your story has truly inspired us, more than you could possibly know. We all go through trying times and your strength has and will continue to guide us through them. We wish you much happiness in your many "little things" yet to come.

By Marianne Moye

location
Allen :)
relationship
Friend

Lord,
Today has been a tuff day for us all, yet it's so comforting to know Spencer is constantly by your side... I thank you for giving Anna, Pat and Ryan Your grace and loving support to get through this difficult time. I know Spencer is so proud of them. Please continue to blanket them (and baby Squire) with Your love. Give Spencer a kiss and hug for us all.
In Jesus' name, Amen.

By Tammie James

location
Allen, Texas
relationship
Boon Principal

What a wonderful tribute to a special little boy. I have continued to be inspired over and over again by Spencer's life and the strength and faith of his family and friends.
I am proud to have known our little Spencer and his family... and will always consider him a proud Boon Patriot!
Love to you all! I am thinking of you ....
Tammie James

By Kelly Tallo

location
McKinney, TX
relationship
Friend

Spencer,
A year ago today our world forever changed. I can honestly say that not a day has passed that you have not been a part of my day...a precious thought, a special memory, a smile and many tears.
Every Sunday I sit in the church sanctuary, I am reminded of your baptism. The theme of the sermon that morning was rainbows. Pastor Underwood asked us to pick a piece of stained glass in the windows and claim it as ours. I look at "my piece" with only thoughts of you.
I am sure you see Peyton as he runs through the Children's Garden yelling 'Hello Spencer' with a doughnut in his hand.
You have the most remarkable parents, family and friends. They are living examples of strength, courage and love. You are forever in my heart!

By Laurie Robinson

location
Frisco, TX
relationship
friend of Anna

I have you guys on my mind today. I will never ever forget the call I got from Lynde on this day - August 4th - last year, telling me that Spencer had been taken to the hospital. Your family has been such an inspiration this past year with your determination to make positive things happen through your tragedy. Love to each of you!

By Ernie Nycz

location
Dallas
relationship
Soccer Coach

It is now almost exactly one year since we lost Spencer. We know that he is looking at us, and we miss him a lot. He will forever be in our hearts.

By Dave Handal

location
Dallas
relationship
Friend

Spence-

As you already know, the 7 year old Red Sox just finished off a magical season by winnning their League Championship. You have been with us the whole way, and there is no doubt that you are the reason that the boys came out on top. Thank you for always smiling down on these boys.

Coach Dave

By Dave Handal

location
Dallas
relationship
Friend

Spence-

The Red Sox just finished up with their first baseball tournament of the season. We hang your jersey up in the dugout each game to remind the boys that you will always be with them not only on the baseball field but for the rest of their lives.We sure miss having you in our lineup, but we know that you are the star of your new team that you are now playing for. We all love you and will never forget how lucky we all were to have you be apart of our lives.

Coach Dave and the Red Sox

By Pat Squire

location
Allen, Texas
relationship
Dad

I would like to thank everyone who has visited Spencer's site. Your support, thoughtfulness and prayers have been tremendous.

Spencer had a unique zest for life, family, friends, school, sports and Texas A&M. His passion and never quit attitude keeps us going, and though its tough...keeps us smiling.

God Bless you all.

By gaby

location
allen
relationship

I just want Spencer to know that if he could see how much he has brought everyone together,
he would be amazed.
Its obvious that a LOT of people care about you. : )

By Yoli Johnson

location
Flower Mound
relationship

I came across Spencer's ad in today's paper and I had to read more about him so I came to this site. Spencer was such a beautiful boy. I too have an angel in heaven.
My son. Caden, passed away on Nov 24, 2006 of a brain tumor as well. He was 2 years old. I invite you to join us this year for the DFW Pediatric Brain Tumor Foundation "Ride for Kids" at Grapevine Mills Mall on Oct 5. www.pbtfus.org

God Bless you and your family.

By Michael Bloodworth

location
Henrietta, Texas
relationship
friend of Chris & Ma

I had the pleasure of being around Spencer a few times........although I didn't know him well, there are days when thoughts of him inspire me to want to be a better friend, father & husband. God bless your family.

By Tracy (Anderson) Hill

location
Millis, Massachusetts
relationship

I came across Spencer's Boston Globe obituary today. Pat, I went to high school with you...I am not sure if you remember me. I can't believe you and your family have been though such a tragedy. Your little boy was absolutely beautiful and your decision to donate is a courageous and selfless act. As a nurse, I know how valuable organ donation is. Reading about Spencer and looking at your pictures brought to mind a quote from Abe Lincoln: "And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." It sounds like your beloved son lived more in his short life than many people ever do. You should take comfort in that. I wish you and your family all the best.

By Jennifer (Cook) Cole

location
Palmer, TX
relationship
Friend of Anna

Anna,

Over the past several months I have thought of and prayed for you often. Today, I find myself back at the website again. I have been filled with so many emotions over the last months. I have wanted to reach out to you and did not know how. Know that I have been thinking of you.

I find myself in awe of the courage and strength that you display on a daily basis. You are a true Southern woman radiating grace and beauty in even the darkest of times. I am proud to call you my friend.

I met Spencer only once, but I know that you and Pat were wonderful parents. As I prepare for an eventual family of my own I will look to your example. May God bless you and your family.

I would love to help you with one of the fund raising events that you are holding in Spencer’s honor. I will send you my contact information by mail and encourage you to contact me if you need anything from tables and chairs to a volunteer.

By Deb Kirksey Alexander

location
Dallas / Granbury
relationship
KK's (Anna) cousin

KK, I am so proud of you, Patrick & Ryan for keeping Spencer's spirit alive in all of the lives he touched as well as those who didn't know Spencer. Your support from your family; Margo, Chirs, Aunt Patsy, Uncle Pat and all of the friends in Lockhart; is truly special. Spencer will always be the "12th Man", ready to get on the field at Kyle Stadium. I think about you, our family and frinds in Lockhart every day. It comforts me knowing he in near Granna & Paw-Paw, as well as other family members who have passed on. Ya know, although Tulle moved to A&M (leaving me alone) I cry just thinking about losing my only child. I pray for you every night asking GOD to help you cope without losing your mind, as well as, talking to Granna to take care of Spencer. I am so sorry Granna passed away before seeing her 3 new Great Grandbabies. I sometimes feel guilty that Tulle was the only Great Granchild she knew, that is why I named Tulle after Paw-Paw & dad (Cecil Tulle Kirksey). After all, the Kirksey tradition is include a family name in all of our children.
KK, I love you & I miss you. As I look at all of the photos of us growing up, the memories feel as if it were just yesterday. Spencer has your personality of living life to the fullest & taking advantage of every opportunity to do exactly what Spencer loved while preparing to attend A&M aroung 2019.
KK, you are truly blessed to have so many family & friends to support you. (everything I've written is to Patrick & Ryan as well).
GOD bless you & keep you.
I tuly love my cousins & wish we could see more of eachother as the 3 of us are spread out in Texas.
KK, I am proud of you, Patrick & Ryan for all you do.
I love you, Deb

By Sue

location
Frisco
relationship

I am sorry to read of the loss of your little boy. Wow, you all sure are into sports, huh? Well, I hope that the holidays bring healing and strength to your family.

By Terri Phillips

location
Allen
relationship
friend

I love the poem sent by the Handals. It's absolutely perfect. You all stay in my prayers.

By Lynn Swaner

location
Wylie, TX
relationship
Beth's daughter

Your family's story continues to inspire me. What a wonderful tribute to such a special, loved young man. Your courage and your grace, undeniably, effect us all. Thank you, Spencer, and the entire Squire family, for sharing your light.

By dee Handal

location
Plano, TX
relationship
family friend

Dear Anna, Pat and Ryan,

We lit the candle for Spencer and Steven. What a beautiful thing to do. Their light will always burn in our hearts and in our thoughts.
I wished our precious Spencer a "Happy Birthday Sugar”. I know this season will be so very hard for you and all that loved him. I have a poem I want to share with you for I know this is Spencer speaking to all of us.

My First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees, around the world below,
With tiny lights, like Heaven’s stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular; please wipe away the tear, for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs,
That people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can’t compare
With the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you. The joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description
To hear the Angels sing.
I now how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not so far away, we really aren’t apart.
So be happy for me loved ones, you know I hold you dear,
And be glad I ‘me spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift.
From my heavenly home above,
I send you each a memory
Of my truly undying love.
After all, love is a gift
More precious than pure gold.
It was always most important
In the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
For I can’t count the blessings, or love He has for you.
So have a wonderful Christmas and wipe away that tear,
Remember I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

A special Christmas wish to The Squire’s
From
The Handal’s

By Dawn Thompson

location
Plano
relationship
swim class friend

It brings tears and joy to read this! I love how God has brought these families together to see how miraculously He does work all things together for His Glory and the good of those who love him. I have tried to take it all in, as a mother, and I am so comofrted by seeing you all together with Jana! What a parallel to Christ, and a great way to remember this Christmas what it is really all about! You continue to be in my prayers.

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